lostbetweenhereandthere

For the past 9years I've been a sahm..For 35yrs I lived in the same community,had the same friends, family all around and only had to speak English. Now I'm 1000km from that place, no friends, not much family and need to speak 2 languages...life has changed big time. I'm not sure where home is anymore...My heart is kind of lost between here and there...